Sunday, August 31, 2014

Home sweet home...

There I am "Home" in Canada. I understand now why the missions are limited to one year for Canadians. The psychologists who are following those going to a mission realized that a year is the limit for someone to stay in a mission and to come home without loosing all his/her marks. I caught myself saying sometimes that I was going home when I was talking about the place I was renting in PAP. It is really interesting to analyze this mental process which affect all of us, at a different degree of course depending many factors but still we are all going through it. I spoke to mission veterans upon my return who told me that their return was like another mission and it lasted the same as the mission itself before they could really got back to their regular routine.
When you leave for a year you have to adapt to your new environment but so has to do the family who stays behind. Our capacity to adapt to all situation kicks in and the emptiness left is fulfilled somehow making the return home a little more difficult than expected. During the year spent away from the family you have developed some different habits so it is hard to reverse the process and for the family members, even though they are happy to see you back, there is also a length of time required to adapt to the fact that you are returning home and willing to get back to the family circle.
I have to admit that the first week I was a little disoriented and felt detached to my surroundings but knowing me I know that is not going to last too long. However, I know that my pace is still slower that it use to be and it will probably takes time to return as it was before the mission but one day at the time is the way to go to avoid the "burn out" effect that some people have felt in the past.
We are pretty well trained prior our departure to go to the mission and our adaptation to the country we are going to serve for a year is quite facilitated. Unfortunately, there is no debriefing to help us to return which can be disastrous for someone would would return home thinking to get back his/her life where he/she left it prior to the mission.
A piece of advice that was passed to me by a mission veteran and that I found really useful was:
When you are returning home, think of yourself as a guest for the first few days (or weeks if needs be), this way you don't put too much pressure on yourself creating major stress to you or to everyone around you. It also gives the family members the necessary time to let you back in the family circle with a minimum ripple effect on their own routine. That was my approach and I can say it makes things a lot easier.
Next step to finalize my return home, work. I'm looking forward to start to work again, I'm sure it will be challenging at the beginning but I'm also confident that the professional and the human experience acquired during the mission will help me to be better in all aspects of my daily work and interaction with people…one day at the time ;-)





Friday, August 15, 2014

Almost a year already

August 19, 2013 I, along with 24 other Canadians were leaving Canada to come to Haiti to try to make a difference. A year later (minus few days) the time has come for me to go home and to do a little assessment of my actions here. I came down to Haiti with reasonable expectations I think. I knew I was not going to change the world but I knew I probably could win few little battles.
In my mind, the mission was split in two distinct entities. The first one, as a police officer working for the UN and bringing my knowledge and experience to the Haitian police and the second one, as a human being, a brother, a father who could bring something to the local population to make the life of  a few a little easier (at least for a while).

As a police officer, I always strove to give the best of myself to fulfill my duty. From my posting in Ouanaminthe to the next in PAP (Port-Au-Prince), my goal was clear; get involved, do my job professionally and establish a good relationship with the local police to try to understand how I could achieve a better job based on their needs and not solely on my vision of a professional police force. It is interesting to see that we (UNPOLs) all come from different part of the world with different point of view on policing and no matter from which country we come from, we are usually pretty sure that we have the best techniques to teach to the Haitian police. However, some of our techniques and teaching can be applied here but some others would require a complete culture change. We are not here to change the Haitian culture but rather teach them how a police approach could be applied in their environment.

Democracy was brought to the Haitian people like a gift but many of them didn't understand what it really meant it was a totally foreign concept to them. It was like giving a car to someone with no driving licence. Democracy for many here means do what I want when I want and where I want. Nobody took the time to explain to them that democracy is not just a pretty word that gives your the rights to do anything you feel like, there are also rules that have to be followed as well. A democracy without rules is called anarchy and a society without even basic rules cannot fonction.

I spoke with many HNP (Haitian National Police) officers who understand that the population of their country still requires education in order to achieve a democracy. A real democracy is achieved by the local population and not brought as a concept from somewhere else. Anyway, all this to say that I have tried my best to understand this fascinating culture and even if I still don't understand it fully, I have a much better idea which helped me to do my daily job. A European or a North American who would try to change things here without trying first to understand little bit the culture, would end up achieving nothing and would return home really frustrated. We have to lower our expectations and go with the flow, it may seem very slow most of the time but it is moving. It's like the traffic in PAP, if you think you are going to go from point A to point B in 10 minutes because it is only few kilometres apart like you would do it in Europe or Canada well be ready to be disappointed, a simple trip like this could take 1 or 2 hours in the heat, the smoke and the dust. But on the other hand within a major traffic jam where in Europe or in Canada traffic would be stuck for hours without moving, here in PAP you will be surprised to see the traffic flow going slow but not stopping. The same idea applies here with what we are bringing here, if you think you are going to put together a new revolutionary system for the greater good and in a record time, be ready to be like in the traffic jam, very frustrated. But again, on the other hand, if you are ready to only win small battles at the time and learn to live happy with that you can achieve something. What I learnt here is essential, we cannot expect to see our good hearted ideas to change this country just based on the fact they are good hearted, I believe we need to do better than that. Before we plant the seeds of democracy in people's mind, we have to ensure the soil is fertile and ready; and only education can achieve this. There is a massive need of education throughout the country which has never been fulfilled. As long as this gap will remain, the hope of a better Haiti is pretty slim.

But don't get me wrong, lack of education doesn't mean necessary chaos, violence and fear which are the clichés we usually have from Haïti...It only means less chances for many locals to a decent life style. Most of the locals are very friendly. A simple "bonjour" from your part and they will wave at you with a huge smile. I don't even get that with my neighbours at home which makes me wonder who is the most educated here?
In almost a year here, I have been many times shopping on foot and in civilian clothes to the local markets or for a run and I never encountered any situations in which I felt even a little bit in danger.

And as a human being, a brother, a father, my contributions as little as they were, compared to the needs of the population, brought some reliefs to some people. The mere facts to be able to help kids to go to school or bringing people some clothes from Canada for themselves or their children were an instant satisfaction which really complemented the professional aspect of the mission.

I'm going back home with the satisfaction that I have tried (and succeeded sometimes) to make a small difference on a professional and on a personal level as well.
I'm returning home with a post card in my mind from Haiti, with beautiful beaches, wonderful smiles from people who didn't even know me but took the time to say hi and the marvellous sun that keeps shining 350 days a year at least. The dirt, smell and other unpleasant sights are kept on the back of my mind. I don't want to forget them since they are part of the Haitian experience but I don't want to remember Haiti this way.
And like any good wine, such an experience must sinks in first in order in to be fully appreciated later on, so this year spent here will mature in me (and probably matured me as well) but I already know that while I take a lot away from this experience (on a professional and personal level again) I also know that I leave a little part of myself here.
Next time I will speak to someone interested to do a similar experience and need some advice I will tell him or her "If you want to live an extraordinary experience, go but be careful there is price to pay, once you go to Haiti you will never come back home fully".

Few more days and I'll be home. The feelings are really mixed between happiness and sadness but I will keep the Haitian sun and smiles in my mind for the colder days in Canada or when riding the bus with all those educated and civilized people who can't even say hi to each other.

From Haiti chérie,



"La Main Divine" orphanage

Few pictures from "La Main Divine" orphanage in which Canadian UNPOLs along with other nationalities have been involved for several years. The smiles and joie de vivre from these children who have nothing is a daily reminder to all of us to enjoy what we have in life (health and family should be way before anything else)







Saturday, June 7, 2014

Chikungunya

Have you ever heard of the Chikungunya? Probably not, like most people here in Haiti until recently. This virus is transmitted by mosquito bites and share some similarities with the Dengue fever. Chikungunya is characterized by an abrupt onset of fever frequently accompanied by joint pain. The name ‘chikungunya’ derives from a word in the Kimakonde language (Zambia), meaning "to become contorted" and describes the stooped appearance of sufferers with joint pain. Other common symptoms include muscle pain, headache, nausea, fatigue and rash. There is no cure nor any vaccine to prevent it, and the only treatment is symptomatic. Fortunately this decease is rarely fatal and last only for few days but elders and infants are at bigger risk.

These past few months, we have seen in Haiti a multitude of cases throughout the country to finally reach epidemic proportions. Not later than last week, the young 30 years old fellow who works in our complex as guard got the Chikungunya and unfortunately his 1 year old daughter got it as well around the same time. He managed to get better but his daughter had lung complications associated to it and despite our effort to take her to the children hospital, she passed away. The doctors said that she probably had some existing lung conditions prior to get the Chikungunya and the sickness just aggravated her condition.
Many people here are living in poverty and to buy pain killers is already a privilege that most can't afford. The money we've collected between ourselves helped the family to pay for the funerals and food for few weeks but we know that does not sooth the harsh reality for their loss nor for their hard living conditions in Haiti.
Another reminder for us all to enjoy what we have at home before complaining about little things that are bothering us.

Sunday, May 11, 2014

Rainy season in Haiti

After a very nice warm winter here in Haiti, the rainy season has started with diluvian rains like I never seen before. Check this video to give you an idea of what I'm talking about.
The video is filmed while we were on the road trying to get back home (It looks like a river but this is actually the main road; what you see floating and running downstream are garbages).
With that kind of weather, a regular 15 minutes ride becomes a 2 hours perilous adventure.

If you have problem to watch the video from the blog, you can watch it on youtube as well at:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OJLR_ON-BHs&feature=youtu.be






Thursday, March 20, 2014

Spring Equinox

Few more pictures of the beautiful flowers to celebrate the Spring Equinox.
I heard this winter was harsh this year in Canada and some part of the US; I hope these pictures will warm you up and make you realize that warmer days are just ahead...don't give up ;-)







Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Flower pictures

It is hard not to notice in the midst of dirt, dust, fumes and over smelly sewers, the beauty of the flowers around. The mere fact of seeing these beautiful flowers alleviate somewhat the hard reality of the daily life in Haiti.
Below are some samples of flowers that grow around my house and on the Base. I hope you will enjoy them as much as I do.










Friday, March 14, 2014

Already mid-March

It is amazing how time is passing by since I started this new job in Port-au-Prince. Meetings after meetings, reports after reports, the day is just flying. Working 7 days a week, makes me loose the sense of time; is it Friday, Monday or even Wednesday...a single day off per week would at least break this hypnotic routine. On March 19th it will be 7 months already since we arrived in Haiti, just incredible.
Anyway, I like what I'm doing and I believe that is the most important.
But I have a certain work ethic and it is not always easy to have expectations on the way the work should be done, especially here; Haitian people, like many other people who live on an sunny island don't have the same approach on a workload. There is in the air, in their attitude a kind of "nonchalance" on which stress slips on. Whatever is not achieved today will be done (maybe) tomorrow. But for us, programmed the way we are to deliver on time, it is frustrating to have to wait on something that could be done in hours instead of days or sometimes even weeks. On the other hand, when I think about it, I think we should copy them a little. After all, we work so hard to meet the deadlines and then what...other deadlines? We are running all our life after deadlines until we reach retirement but so tired physically and mentally at the end that we barely can enjoy any of it. Definitely something to keep in mind to alleviate the level of stress we are creating ourselves in our daily "developed countries" life.

Since I'm in Port-Au-Prince, I don't have much interaction with the local population but with the recent change of time, we can enjoy an extra hour of sunlight which allows me to get back to running. A 30 minutes run every night allows me to meet people in the neighborhood and salute them in which they usually reply with a huge smile and a waving hand; and to date, not a single incident to report ;-)


Thursday, January 30, 2014

MINUSTAH KOLERA satute

At the entrance of Port Salut a very controverted statute can be seen which depict a Haitian holding Haiti's flag with his foot on a blue helmet representing the UN. On the helmet MINUSTAH KOLERA can be read and under the helmet a mountain of skulls. This symbolic statute is a response to cholera epidemic started in 2010 which is still on-going nowadays. Some scientists said that the epidemic has the same strain found in Nepal; in the vicinity where the outbreak occurred, a Nepalese peacekeepers were stationed, therefore the MINUSTAH was directly pointed out. The UN is now being sued for the outbreak which killed over eight thousands people so far and sent hundreds of thousands in hospital. For the time being, let's hope the outbreak will be stopped before more people die from it.



Few more pictures

Few more pictures to show you the beauty of Haiti.
It would be nice for Hati to develop tourism but once tourism will flourish here, it will be very difficult to enjoy this island the way we do it today. Big hotels, waves of noisy tourists and vendors harassing us on the beach like in the Dominican Republic will probably take over the serenity of the place. Let's hope at least that sex tourism will be avoided with strict laws; unfortunately poverty often leads to exploitation of all kind.











Vacation time in Haiti

As I say in the previous post, it is a shame that the security in Haiti is so unstable otherwise they could develop tourism on most of the island. Beautiful beaches, nice people to meet and good local food such as fresh fish, lobster, delicious fruits and vegetables. But Haiti has also mountains which would offer very nice trek opportunities for those like me who prefer the mountain to the sea.
Now, let's talk about my first few days of vacation in Haiti.
A morning walk along the beach in Port Salut (at 7 am), allowed me to meet some fishermen coming back from fishing on board of their hand made boats with some of their catches. They were happy to show me what they got and even told me to take pictures which is quite unusual for Haitian. Life here is fairly relax and people seem to live at the rhythm of the sea, one wave at the time. The sand is golden, the sea is turquoise and the palm trees are omnipresent, the perfect background for an exotic picture album from paradise.
After my little walk, I went to a French restaurant for breakfast. This place is right on the beach and the food is good. Veggie omelette, fresh fruits, nice dark coffee and freshly squeezed orange juice was my choice of menu for this morning. This nice meal and the early hour I got up to come here made me a little tired so I went to the beach under a huge tree and had a very pleasant nap for over an hour. Few locals are around listening "Kompa" music which is Haitian native music in Creole. Kompa music on one side and the sound of the waves on the other was the perfect way to deeply relax. I wish I could share that with my family other than pictures and stories but maybe one day when Haiti will be secure enough, we will be able to come together here and I'll be able to show them the beauty of this island and its people.
Voilà, that's all for now, my lobster has arrived and I really don't like to eat cold so bye for now.
Warm regards to all from Haiti chérie.

Spiny lobster on the beach

Fisherman just returning with his catch








New functions in the mission


After a busy month of January, I come to the end of it on vacation. I use these days off to visit some of my contingent mates at Les Cayes (South of Haiti). I took the opportunity to also visit Port Salut, a village right on the beach located approximately at 35 kms from Les Cayes).

Before I get to the vacation part I should quickly explain what my new functions are within the mission.
The MINUSTAH mission is scheduled to end up in 2016. To say that the UN will get out of the country completely would be a little presumptuous but at least the mission the way we know it know will end.
Since 2012 until 2016, the mission has a plan to fully professionalize the Haitian National Police (HNP) but to reach that goal a rather substantial amount of money is required from all donor countries such as Canada, USA, France to only name the largest contributing countries in Haiti. That's where I come into play. My role is to create the bridge between the HNP and all the contributing countries (11 so far) and to ensure these countries are still motivated to continue to help Haiti and specifically the HNP in order to secure the country and allow its development. Instability is the root of the problem here and the reasons why tourism is almost inexistent and why no companies are willing to invest here.
It's a very demanding job but I really like it; I feel that I'm contributing to the solution of the problem. Until my last day on the job, I was working on a big meeting (first of its kind in this mission) which will reunite the HNP and all contributing countries to exchange on what has been accomplished so far, what needs to be done still and try to get everyone committed to the realization on the plan including the Haitian government. It is nice to have the rest of the world involved to try to help Haiti, but Haiti has also the duty to show that she is actively participating into the solution. Hopefully, the outcome of the meeting will be positive and the realization of the plan will go on as scheduled. That will be discussed in an other post.

Monday, December 30, 2013

Happy New Year 2014

A quick little message to wish you all a wonderful new year 2014.
May this year be a source of inspiration to us all.
May this year be the year when we'll look inside ourselves and find the wisdom.
The wisdom to look at the world with the eyes of a child and to remember to appreciate these beautiful little moments that make life so special.

Best wishes to all.

Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Joyeux Noël

Merry Christmas to all.

It is interesting to see Christmas lights on some of the balconies or in some bushes surrounding houses with 25*C in the shade. I'm not use to it but I have to admit that I appreciate a little break from the Canadian winter. I spent Christmas eve with a Norwegian, an American and a Canadian sitting outside only wearing a t-shirt ;-) We had a nice little dinner but we didn't party too long. Working 7 days a week, we have to adopt a fairly sober living style in order to keep up with the pace or we get burn quickly.

Few pictures from the helico on my way back to PAP (Port-Au-Prince)










Monday, December 9, 2013

Back to work

After a good break home, here I am again.
It was nice to spend time with the family, however it was starting to be too cold for me. The Haitian weather is definitely much better in the winter time. I'll get a warm Christmas for a change ;-)
I returned to Haiti on the 26th of November and was expected to go to PAP (Port-Au-Prince) on the 29th, however, due to protest by the population, the UN Security issued a restriction of movement to all personnel which means that I could not take off. Same story occurred again on the 02nd of December but I finally made it on the 06th. Again, unpacking everything and starting from scratch. That certainly keeps me busy and away from what I should be doing. I hardly believe that almost 4 months went by already (on the 19th) but I feel I didn't accomplished much yet.
I started my new job 2 days ago so I'll need few weeks to get really into it and to be able to actively participate. I am located to one of the bases in PAP and for security reasons we are strongly encourage to stay within our compound after work. That is a drastic change from what I used to live in the region. It will basically be home to base and base to home 7 days a week. At least the job seems to be interesting so that's a plus. I'll miss the contact with the locals and the local police members but if I can participate to Haiti reconstruction and stabilization through my work I'll be happy with that.
My role will be to monitor quick projects that are on-going or completed and report to the donor countries how their monies were spent in order to get more participation from these donors in the future. I'll have to liaise on a regular basis with several embassies from different countries and have a meting time to time with the biggest players and show them concretely what was accomplished. Some much money has been spent for such a long time in Haiti, donors (either governments or enterprises) from all around the globe want to see hard evidences that the Haitian cause is not just a lost cause. And I agree with that, that should have been implemented long ago.
Anyway, in my next post I'll publish few pictures taken while on the helicopter flying over the Haitian mountains on my way to PAP.

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Transfer to PAP (Port-Au-Prince)

I just found out at the end of last week that I am re-deployed to Port-Au-Prince. I didn't ask for it and it came like a cold shower. I was just getting accustomed to Ouanaminthe and got involved in several projects with schools and an orphanage and now I have to drop it all and go to work in PAP. Most of the people who are deployed in a region want to go back to PAP but personally I was really happy here and for an unknown reason I have to leave. That sucks. Anyway, the mission must go on, even in the pollution, the noise and probably in an office writing report of some sort.
My 3 weeks off to Canada will give me a nice break but also the opportunity to go back to the mission refreshed with a positive attitude despite the situation.
I'll publish more news after I arrive to my new posting in PAP.

Tuesday, October 29, 2013

UN vehicle involved in an accident

Yesterday, while on patrol, we received a call regarding a UN vehicle involved in a collision.
We dropped everything that was on the go and we made it to the location as fast as possible. We were told during training that in Haiti when UN personal get involved in an accident that the population may become hostile and therefore help is required to secure the scene, fast.
We arrived on the scene few minutes after the call was received but a large group of people had already gathered around. We observed that a UN truck was involved in a collision with a motorbike. Only the female passenger of the motorbike sustained minor injuries. Our first duty was to try to secure the scene as well as we could but with all these people watching and talking loudly explaining to the late comers what had happened that was not an easy task. The local police was obviously overwhelmed by the situation so we conducted the investigation, talking to witnesses, taking pictures and trying to understand how the collision occurred. A judge of the peace was brought on the scene to determine who was at fault. Many people came forward to tell the judge that "MINUSTAH" was at fault and "MINUSTAH" had to pay for the damages and the injuries the female passenger sustained. Some even were explaining to the judge what happened not based of what they've seen (they were not there) but based on what they believed occurred and what they heard. We conducted our investigation in a professional manner and once we had all the details we talked to the judge and explained to him what had probably occurred based on reliable witnesses and evidences found on the scene.
We were shocked to noticed that a part of the motorbike rear fender has been ripped from the bike and placed on the road to try to change the version of what really occurred. Fortunately, the pictures I took upon our arrival show the fender was still intact right after the collision. This important fact was brought to the judge's attention since he was starting to believe a biased version that didn't matched with the evidences and the few reliable witnesses' statement. We could see that the judge had a hard time to come to the conclusion that the motorbike was at the fault, most probably due from the pressure from the crowd. At one point he even told me that the person with the most financial means should pay for the damage???  I replied that we were not here to discuss who was going to pay what but rather to find out who was truly responsible for the collision based on real facts at hands. The monetary side of it would be discussed later by the people in charge of that aspect. The judge said that he would go home and render his decision later on after analyzing all information he had gathered.

This little incident caused very minor property damages and light injury to one person but that showed me our Haitian can be manipulated by only few nice speakers. Most of the people present were accusing the UN vehicle driver to be at fault based on what they were told. They were simply taking this as the simple truth.
Election time is near and it is always a source of confrontation with the authorities. Roads are being blocked, tires are being burned in the middle of the roads...I have now no doubt in my mind that politicians who want to discredit the government in place use the population to their advantage by lying to them blatantly.
I recently learned that some people want to see the MINUSTAH out from the country because they were told by politicians who are against the actual president, that the Haitian government pays us and that's why the government has no money to help them; another blatant lie.
The population here for the majority has no education and is obviously easily fooled. Yesterday, I have to admit, I was angry to see these people so easily manipulated but compassion is the key word to keep a positive attitude in the mission and education is the other key word to hopefully see one day a Haitian nation able to think on its own.

Thursday, October 24, 2013

Visit of an orphanage

I just came back with my buddy Edwin from a visit to a local orphanage. There are only 2 sisters there from Columbia to take care of over 70 kids. Most of them are left on their own on the street. We see them on regular basis at the border trying to get something to eat or to drink from the UNPOLs or the soldiers who are stationed there. The sisters try their best to at least provide them with one meal a day. It is not easy since they don't have exposure like those big NGO (Nongovernmental Organizations). They have to talk to the local people to get help. They have an organization which provide them with a bag of rice and a gallon of oil every week. It is good but not sufficient to feed that many kids. UNPOLs like Edwin are involved and try their best to help but once again there is only so much one can do. It takes more than few people to help such cause. With enough funds, the sisters would be able to provide the kids with food, clothes but also education and education is the key to get those kids off the street and maybe to give them a chance to avoid the slippery slope of a criminal path.
When I return to Canada, I'll talk about this project to people interested to get involved into a cause. That would be a fantastic chance for them to help someone in need with the insurance that their donation will be used entirely to that cause and nothing else.

Few pictures below taken by Edwin at his last visit:





Tuesday, October 22, 2013

Stabbed for just a little more than a dollar

Today, we had to take a young female (14) and her "spouse" (16) to the clinic for multiple superficial wounds. At the same time but in another clinic, an older guy was admitted  for a stabbing wound in the abdomen. After talking to all parties and the people who were coming to the police station to report what they saw, it appears that the female borrowed 50 Gourdes ($1.20 or so) to the older fellow a little while ago. Today, the older guy was asking to get his money back so the female's spouse got involved. A physical confrontation took place between the two males then the young man stabbed the older one in abdomen and ran away. The female then smashed a glass bottle on her own head; then she went to the police station stating that the older male did it and that's why her spouse stabbed him.
The young couple was placed under arrest for assault causing bodily harm. The remaining investigation may bring some more details to that incident but anyway to me, being ready to take someone's life for a  little more than a dollar goes beyond my comprehension.
I understand the that life here is not easy for many people but going to that extent is just too much. Fortunately for the couple, the older male survived his wound otherwise the population could have rendered justice itself. Lynching is still happening and it usually very violent but this is another topic that I will discuss in another post.